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Sunday, July 31, 2005

average day today. wake me up when september ends.......... sorry but i'm tired.



2:59 PM

Saturday, July 30, 2005

woo hoo i like sia friday. so early go home. wahaha. i mean so early sch over. morning woke up as usual lor. like wan to go back sleep.. budden muz go meet her. relac.. dilly dally a bit.. den do finish my homework.. 715 likedat.. slowly walked out of my house.. many ppl going sch sia.. fun fair. while walking to cheers.. many ppl stare at me.. cuz sch uniform wahaha. meet le go cheers buy things.. 735 likedat walked to sch.. wanted to walk in.. den onli "mari kita" wahaha!! den go blk 240 upstairs sit down. she ate her choc. den sat there just to killlllllll time. kekeh! aft that.. go sch lor. ow pe den we go. haha walked into office. tony and ranjit alot of comments sia. like... hmmmmm. class as usual. recess time see ow.. say fringe still muz trim.. den wad moral of story "all of u muz let me take photo as momento den you all will cut" i was like.. "yeah yeah mr ow. wadever u say" haha den i walked off.. YAY NO SHORTS FOR ME!! den i doubt he's gonna check on me soon. aft sch played bb sia.. daniel was pure.. CRAP! e yer.. gay la u! no wonder ppl call u gay boy last time. wahaha. ok la. think i wanna do homework le.



11:11 AM

Friday, July 29, 2005

yawnz. think i am gonna sleep early today. had the maths test today. quite ok wad. not hard. seriously apart from that particular formula. alrite la today. aft sch played snooker lor. wah.. today a bit no form. need time to adjust to the table. dunno why leh. aft that played alright. me and nelson now owe tony kopi. haha. wah!! he's a bloody fluke man. aiyo i hate it when theres a chance win the game den ur opponent fluke.!!! wah lao leh. aft that. when home took money from my parents den go cut hair. on the way there waan called me. den nelson and i met him at simei platform lor. aft that cut hair. lucky agnes there la.. if not like dun feel like cutting. might wear shorts too. fingers crossed* ate dinner with nelson den came home le. got history hw to do today. aft that.. shallllll sleep. last nite study den slept late.



11:14 AM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

today in class.. it was Freezing like.. an igloo.. haha no la. super cold. can die of cancer la. den sch was as usual. wanted to snooker aft sch budden tony got meeting. played soccer lor. azli really rocks. went my house there relac with nel den maintain a while. he say go my house den i ok lor.. haha. come onli.. upload things.. den watch white chicks. halfway.. he bth den sleep liao. kaoz haha. by the time he woke up liz was here already. nelson.. u slept like a pig. =) i mean :0 oink. haha. nelson went off first cuz he thought he was bright. aft that i sent her hm. in the bus.. got like 3 girls in front of us.. was like WTH la!~ use the phone.. was it some 3G phone. not sure.. take photo purposely take us. wah lao leh. fun fair ar?! den she told her friend. "u see the background.. 2 person one ghost.." WTH man. den wad couple couple.. wah lao leh.. u jealous izzit.. nvm la.. she took the photo another few times.. with my head down. think she was tired of it den stopped. kao eh.. sec 3 still cant behave. sian la! got mathematics test tml. study study!!



11:33 AM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

started the day.. like.. damn screwed cuz i woke up late. haha nv meet her cuz she sick. den couldnt wake up in time too. luckily my bro came in to wake me up. if not..... i'd hav gone to polyclinic for a m.c. anyway sch wasnt much of fun except for the part when ranjit nv come cuz of some course. shiok. in class.. talked to bunny.. haha for the 1st period.. practically NONSENSE! wehehe. she nonsense sia.. abit like.. untalkative bunny =) aft sch. lunched with jeremy caleb nelson and jason. eat and eat lor. aft that played snooker. for the first time no others were there cuz i think got ppl kena ban. den played with nelson and some sec 2 guy. tony came in and chased that lower sec guy away! woot! he's not bad though.. for his age. i played with tony.. 1st match. thrashed him till he admit defeat!! how shiok can that be la!! den tony beat nelson i played with him again. wah lao leh.. till the blue.. den fight for both pink & black. he scored the pink.. bloody fluked that black! What sia!! haha. aft that came home. parents not home.!! they just came back la. hmmm..



12:12 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

BORRRRINNNNGGGG! haha not really la. b4 sch went to eat mac with liz. good la.. cuz i very hungry ma. den go sch. like just nice sia the time. den during lessons i was like super tired. budden stayed awake.. haha nv sleep. accounts lesson talked and played with bunny. stupid sia!! haha i like the wax. fast forward. aft sch. meet liz den go her house take her art stuff. den go back sch. went to the interchange food court eat. eating that time.. ppl headache. aiyo. see u likedat i also heartache la. eat also like gonna faint likedat. sent her home la. u looked seriously pale! anyway rest well.
i loved the box! seriously i know u put in the effort! and aft all ur hintings.. i finally saw the note inside. heez. yeah it was great. shall use.. GEL TML!!! haha.
i return the words in the box to u too! muackz . get well soon!!!!!



9:18 AM

Monday, July 25, 2005

was too tired to update yesterday.
23/7/05
Early in the morning onli kena awaken. aiyo. nvm lor.. aft that talked to gena.. haha say my bro's stuff. aft that went to meet liz. 2.30. when we meet le go buy milk tea. haha i can remember leh. den go nokia care. damn my bloody phone's screwed real bad. now cant even collect it on the nxt working day which is monday. muz wait till wednesday or within the next two weeks!! like!! ARRGGGHHH. nvm at least i've got a spare =) waited damn long at the nokia care la. i also feel like sleeping there sia. took a bus to bugis aft that. walked from sim lim to bugis junction there. ate dinner i think.. cuz ppl gastric. aft that took train down to cue club. wah rao rei. no table. go valley also no table. sianz 1/2. waited at valley lor. den played for a while. took cab down to pasir ris park aft that. walked for a while den sat at uh.. let me get this right. dunno wad park la cant remember le. sat down a while den walked her home. i went home aft that. super tired. msg her le.. went to bathe den sleep... zZzzZZzzwwwWWwwwWwwwWWWwwwWWWw.
Today
woke up at 9 am. dunno why budden juz woke up. rolled around my bed till now lor. den dunno wad am i gonna do later. hopefully go out la. i know that prelims are coming. i'll study too. ok lor now go bathe. havent had breakfast.
p.s i love you and its true.



1:43 AM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

its friday again hurray! haha.. no la. friday is fun cuz can sleep late and wake up late. went to sch early. damn sian la in sch. english test den poa test.. like how sian can it be lor. aft sch played soccer a while den went to relac at canteen with all my friends. den talk talk talk suddenly caleb say.. ow behind walkin here. the first thing i thought was my hair lor haha. budden no wax or wad.. hope nth bad happens. den saw charl they all too. den ow walk walk den bought food. haha i see the table he sat on got zhijian. haha den ow face field zhijian face here. whenever zhijian look to us we'd point at him and say loser. when we point.. i mean when i point. ow turned back!! haha. "Michael come here..." aiyo wth man!! den i slowly.. "MICHAEL Come here.." in my heart.. dooms day man.. den i sat down. "michael.. u need some counselin" haha i was like.. yeah right.. just for pointing? haha. he talked bout joel and alan. sighs. nvm. he said some nonsense thing bout oral la. den he say u all better get going. late already. haha. he said good luck leh!! just at that time i received a good luck msg from liz too haha. freaky la at the hall. angelin ar.. beside me "eh mic!!" eh mic this eh mic that.. sianzation la. haha talk talk finally my turn. ok conclusion. oral FLUNGED! haha past tense. confirm! cuz so many damn words i cant read. there goes mother tongue.. nvm buck up on the rest!! ok la now bathe go out meet justin and company later at nite meet her. gd bye. *fingers crossed* i seriously hope i can pass my oral la.. budden judging from the examinars look.. ***good bye my friend.. you Failed.***



8:41 AM

Friday, July 22, 2005

just woke up aft sleeping. happy sia. last nite didnt sleep much. anyway. sch's boring. dun wanna mention anything bout that. aft sch meet liz den go outta sch le. cut hair. aft that i send her home. very tired.. came back.. bathe le.. drop on the bed immediately sleep lor. how pro. wahaha. now woke up le. muz go study.. tml got accounts test.. i hope i brought home the notes sia. homework too.. short post cuz no time. weeeheee.. bye bye
Crap. i drop my phone while playing soccer during recess. i saw it skid on the floor. now i noticed that the sound has a problem. nvm sat den go repair.



10:17 AM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

haiz. today feeling freaking tired. morning almost late sia. budden nv. lessons were fine. aft sch.. had lunch with nelson.. jeng.. jeremy and caleb. ok ok lor. chicken chop were like.. alrite la.. so small and tiny.went to play snooker aft that.. it was fun la.. think played with a sec one/two guy and wei jie. alrite la no form so can understand. sian sian sian. aft that played basketball and soccer.. finally i run run run around sia. everytime camp at snooker table. air con some more. later cannot exercise le lor. met liz aft that. 1730 le lor. went to library den sent her home. super tired now. still got hw to complete and revision to do.so thennnnnn.....



11:02 AM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

wehehe.!! dun get jealous so easily la. i can assure u that its not abt that someone. its abt you. haha happy? =) ok la today.. super duper duper sian.. havin runnin nose right at the start of the day.. thats like how damn sian la.. while walking to meet her.. *sniff sniff*. met her le *sniff sniff* den go sch sniffing.. during lesson kept sneezing.. *wonders* =) haha sneeze and sneeze and sneeze.. woo hoo.. budden i can ta han the running nose.. not as if its gonna run away (ok lame) haha. lessons were fantastically BORING! so much so that i BTH! haha. aft sch meet her. wah waining sia.. super heavy.. bth lor den go some class do work.i did for her 2 questions den rain stop liao. walked home. haha she came and was like "wei very hungry leh" (-_-''') haha.. nah shall drop that part =) den walked her to bus stop. woo hoo super sian leh now.. waitin for dinner wahaha.. later muz muz muz study! no more excuses mr michael ngiam ming zong! though i super hate my surname. 9/10 ppl cant pronounce it properly. most jia lat. waan tung. haha "ni G iam" like.. woot!!!!!!! ok la.. if got time i'll blog later.
one and only!



9:02 AM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

oh man.. how much better could i feel? today was absolutely great! firstly meet liz b4 sch. den go sch already mt was like free period(as usual) den ranjit nv come. accounts.. alrite la. maths was ok too. during recess played soccer la. play a while so sweat abit onli. fancy pancy skill sia. feel so pro leh! i finally faked yasiR!! den aft recess pass tie to liz. den physics.. weeeeeheeeee.. nv study for test i got an a1. wah.. aft that jeanie scream scream. nvm la. nice day though. aft sch met up with her le go eat. eat le den library. haha in library fun sia.. *whisper whisper* haha.. fun fun fun! aft that send her home. here i am typing this entry. feeling super tired. i promised my baby to accompany her later muz msg so i cant sleep. haha i am so damn nice =) many many hw!
our second chance.



8:50 AM

Monday, July 18, 2005

just woke up.. heez.. sleepyhead.. lazy bones.. aiyo.. feeling super duper.. HUNGRY! of course la.. i woke up at 10. den maintain.. walk ard the house.. looking for food.. budden finding none.. so walk back to my room.. turned on the com.. relax a bit. 11+ damn sian so i msged her to see if she can go out. haha. cant. so wad i do? play com. hehe.. den aft that went to study leh.. study study a while la.. read ss.. did a bit of maths.. cant ta han liao.. super tired.. ard 3 plus. dropped dead on the bed. zzZZzZZzzZZzzZzzzzzZZZZzzZZZzzzwwwWWwwwWWWWwwwwwWWWw haha.. damn shiok.. nice dreams too.. hehe.. sweet. yeah till now just woke up. today's a nice day cuz i am at home. and probably will be until tml 6+ so nice yeah? think i want my mum cook dinner faster.. den later study a bit more den ZZzzZZzzzzzZZZz hehe.. nice sia.
Reflections are cool man.



8:59 AM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Hurray.. day's over.. aft studying in the afternoon.. i went out.. went to marina to meet charl jas nelson and shi huan. go to some seafood restaurant.. didn feel hungry so i din eat lor.. plus plus plus the food are mostly seafood.. like how wow la.. den took bus back to marina mrt to meet liz.. not suppose to go back there wan la.. budden she wanna go.. say wanna meet charl.. hmmm.. i wonder huh.. den go back there. sit down and see ppl eat.. i wondered why i was there too. got fire works sia.. confirm is the pre-ndp parade thing. maintain a bit. drank beer too.. neh.. not enough for me to get drunk.. anyway went arcade aft that.. haha i watch her play the "pick up toy" thing.. den twice nth.. advised her not to spend anymore money on it liao. played pool aft that.. thats my day la.. now i wan zzz liao tml muz wake up early. heez



3:42 PM


just 1245 likedat and i am up. wondering why?? suddenly i have the urge to think back abt my life.. things that happened. my life's just like this book, author's still writing.. yeah of course its god.. ha. ok here we go
Chapter One
3/3/1989- in front of smiling faces.. there's this weeping baby.. everyone's fav-at that time i mean.

Chapter Two
Still trying to gulp down everything in front of my eyes. i was told back then i was a fat and chubby looking boy. yeah. neck was covered and stuff likedat

Chapter Three
Was uh.. dunno.. if i wasnt wrong baby sitted i think uh.. cant remember budden its still lots of food food and more food.

Chapter Four
Life's not so easy. Begin to learn something more than just "Daddy.. Mummy.." its something like.. "flower.. orchids.." yeah haha.

Chapter Five
Went to sch.. learn how to excercise.. haha unexpected isnt it. everyday i'd reflect on my life back then. mature thinking huh? i had 2 gd frens back den.. one was le tian and one was mildred(if i din spell wrongly)

Chapter Six
Woo hoo.. you can now walk and run like anyone.. lost your fats and learn to eat lesser.. like a lot lesser.. time to screw off from big apple(my kindergarden name) and go to sch.. i mean real sch.. real big teachers and big assessment books with tutors..

Chapter Seven
Catholic High School. i remembered taking the sch bus.. with my brother!! yay.. haha.. i was crying like a big fat loser.. why? cuz i miss my parents.. everyday homework.. and now there's this big thing called EXAMS!

Chapter Eight
Everyday was school and school and school. Played soccer and basketball. Noticed that i was quite talented back then.. talented to me la.. that is. met friends like.. i cant remember!!! oh gosh.. can remember kindergarden friends cant remember pri ones..

Chapter Nine
Here we go.. there's this big thing thats going through my mind.. which cca should i choose.. hmm.. maybe this maybe that.. i chose basketball outta the preferred soccer.. why? cuz it clashes with some other thing.. nvm.

Chapter Ten
Met weiliang.. ah tong.. shaun and ppl likedat.. now we're talking about bigger stuffs.. like.. wad are the aspirations in life that u'd wanna have. and i remembered weiliang's ans was like.."I want a lot of girlfriends!!" i was like.. wat the hell are girlfriends. Yeah.. u know.. catholic high is an all boys school.. and there were no such things as.. gfs. except if ur looking forward to dating a teacher.

Chapter Eleven
Woot studies were flying high!! and joined soccer.. and that was a major achievement! That year was flying high.. at least there werent stupid thinkings. cuz one of my friends wanted to see wad girl friends were.. he wrote an i love you msg to a teacher.. oh myyyyyyyyyy

Chapter Twelve
Didnt study already.. played played and played.. that explains the results

Chapter Thirteen
New sch.. new house.. new room.. new books.. new friends.. new thinking.. new fav food.. new fav drinks.. new everything -in my mind. noticed that my sec sch was super near my house.. compared to my pri sch. met jeng jeng jeng.. my first chinese friend. angelin, my bestest buddy.. even till now..

Chapter Fourteen
Sec 2.. a super horrid year.. cuz.. i dunno.. i just didnt like it.. sch and movies sch and movies.. hang ard with sabrina joreen jolean shawn bernice.. mad and some ppl lor. studied a bit.. aiyaa.. now the thinking was that.. i realised that this sch's got girls!! sec one was still practically immature..

Chapter Fifteen
U guys know wad long pants are? they are the ones that replaced the ugly looking shorts that i've gotta wear for over ten years.. yes.. a major achievement. woo hoo.. didnt date back then i guess.. still young.. in my mind.. at tat time.. go out play relac.. play.. occasionally study.. hoho.. met uh.. knew friends like justin joel they all well.. and played our hearts out..

Chapter Sixteen
Here i am.. suppose to be quite mature already.. budden sometimes i still feel like a small kid.. no joke.. cuz i just love to sleep. maybe maybe.. haha. budden this is one of the biggest challenge in my life.. at 16 July now.. 1309 i want to be no more like a small kid. no ice creams no kiddish thoughts.. haha.. u know wad are kiddish thoughts? they are those that make u go crazy over small things.. haha.. now at this age. i feel that ur quite mature.. date all u want.. budden muz study too.. friends.. i've got many friends.. good ones too.. like bunny nelson.. joel(thou there are conflicts) charl.. lin xun.. angelin.. ner tay.. sew.. all these.. one goal in life now.. is to achieve wad i want. so here goes.. study study.. finally i want to study! shall post bout my day later.. now.. time for lunch...



4:13 AM

Saturday, July 16, 2005

feeling super tired now. why. cuz i dunno leh. slept for a few hrs onli la last nite.. fun lor den everyday muz wake up at 6.15. tml maybe muz wake up early and go sch.. sian la.. maybe i go.. maybe i dun.. wahaha.. hope i dun la.. sleep sleep.. today sch was as usual.. the onli unusual thing was i shouted at jeanie wong.. small things she kick up a big fuss.. den go out kena lectured by her.. she lecture till cry la.. how pro leh. wan to sleep liao la cant even type properly.. damn sian sia.. just now aft sch go eat lunch.. den went hm. she came my house today.. studied huh.. like a lot la.. den wan to zzz zzz.. haha.. orh orh queen sia. den aft that meet nelson. go makan den wan to play pool/snooker. aft makan i was abt to walk to mrt station, he asked why. den i remembered his bdae past liao.. how jack man.. played lor.. den now juz reach home wan zzz le.. maybe wan to do hw first.. i said maybe.. if not sure kena from her wan la.. so maybe sleeping maybe do hw.



1:47 PM

Friday, July 15, 2005

today was damn tiring la.. like start of the day suppose to run already.. budden leg pain.. nvm la.. den like sit down help count the number of rounds lor fun sia.. count and count cannot help friends cheat.. forget it la.. later.. ankle like not pain.. so played soccer.. was hopin that i fun fall or wad to damage it any further.. fortunately for me nv lor.. aft that.. go back class shiok.. yesterday no one off air con.. aft pe go aircon room.. heeeeehaaaaaa.. den chem feel like zzz wan la.. budden maintain.. den maintain and maintain aft sch liao.. meet charl and nel den meet liz go kfc eat.. fun sia "why u use 10 fingers to eat" i was like woot.. haha.. it wasnt me la btw.. den aft that they go back sch liz came my house.. suppose to do work la.. suppose to be her teaching me la.. den.. aiyo.. her accounts ar.. turned out abt same standard as mine la.. think i better too.. haha she said cuz i was sec 4.. and its true.. ok la.. den aft that pinch here and there.. now blue black. aft that go meet nelson.. he at ma guang like nonsense la that physician. "ni men de long men jiao she me" "goal post" she said "huh? Goal pose?" wah lao leh.. bth la.. haha.. den i went his house eat den go hm bathe go see the band thingy.. not bad la.. i think our sch's no kick to that swiss band.. stop here la.. i wanna cheong POA liao.. bb



1:51 PM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

just returned home.. bathed and stuff likedat. oh alright i surrender to my fate. first i freaking hell screwed my blog.. dunno why got problems.. nvm i've replaced the template.. den went to sch and seriously made a fool out of my ankle.. i dunno how i did it but all i know is sometimes the pain is unbearable. every single time i think abt that.. painful lor. once again i've screwed up myself BIG time.. i mean REAL big. ohhh.. sometimes i ask myself a few things.. like.. why do ppl blog.. why do ppl do this and that. sometimes i question my naive-ness.. sometimes i question my intelligence.. in short.. all the time i question myself. i dunno why. but yeah i do. everyday.. going to sch seems meaningless.. going to classes spoils my mood.. going out of sch also dun spark up that thrill deep inside of me. yeah.. yet another day.continue hoping u little brat.. better day shall come soon.. hey if 1 better day would mean 10 bad days.. i'd rather a year of bad days den enjoy the good. why am i saying this? i guess i'll have to question myself again. and oh yea.. that piece of bone on my leg's hurting like crazy again. no p.e.



1:44 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

A B C D E F G, Gummie bears are chasing me. One is red, one is blue. A yellow one just stole my shoe. A B C D E F G, Gummie bears are chasing me!! (sung to the tune of the alphabet)
wahaha.. that was cool!! haha.. just came home from sch today.. sian la.. everyday test test and more test.. i shall refrain myself from haha-ing all the time.ok lets see today i was feeling super super lethargic in class.. thank god i didnt show it. during english period i was abt to break down.. not in tears but in.. err.. deep sleep. why is everday the same!?! nvm i shall always hope for a better tomorrow. eat sleep bathe study with a sch makes up a perfect combination. i really really feel like sleeping man.. dunno why. every single time i think abt that.. every single time i'll do the same thing. pondering, wondering, imaginating. this is my life. i seriously see it as a routine and not like.. everyday wake up anticipating wad would happen during the day.life's boring though. go sch. study. maybe. snooker. relac. go home. saturday. no sch. wake up late. go out. go home late. sunday. go church?? depends. maybe yes maybe no. i can already expect wad to expect in the next few days. maybe weeks. maybe months. oh wells.. dunno why am i saying all these. i think i wanna bathe and zzz now. wake up do my homework. yeah. so then.. life goes on... and on.. and on.. till one day...
recently got an article abt this Apple company(computer) founder saying:" live everyday like its your last." maybe its time i should. there are still many things which i have not do.. words which i want to say.. oh wells.. here i go again.. nonsense-ing myself.



9:01 AM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

today.. uh.. the day was like quite sian la.. to me.. everyday's sian haha. last nite slept quite late la.. at abt 1 or so.. den.. last nite got a bit of fever too lorz.. den this morn wake up pro la.. no more fever.. if not can skip sch la.. i mean.. uh.. stay home and rest. need to rest if sick right? haha.. early in the morn 6 plus.. phone beeped!! wah.. damn sian.. nvm lor.. budden shiok la.. muz pull myself outta bed.. like fun lor.. den super lazy to bathe.. budden still bathed.. if not i cant "wake up" la. den meet her go sch lor. sch's sian la.. physics.. ji tao buay ta han la.. really cant stand her period.. can mati jia kali lor. ta han a bit den aft sch liao.. go eat at 264.. shiok sia.. ate le go back sch play snooker a while den muz go HOD room take snooker photo!! Ow down there la.. den he nv ask me to cut hair sia!!!!!!!! he said comb up!! woo hoo like happy sia.. yay!! kekeh!! ok la.. den aft that play snooker again.. thrash cai long 3 times la.. he kental la.. ok la.. like wanna zzzzzzz soon leh.. haha update some other time..



10:43 AM

Monday, July 11, 2005

I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, sorry I just couldn't help myself, I fell in love with you.
You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you cant close your heart to things you don't want to feel



6:49 AM


Dude its just 11 and your up already.. man.. tired obviously.. i dunno why am i blogging now budden just got the mood to.. i am like freaking bored la.. and unless kena jio out if not i'll stay hm.. maybe.. study.. and study.. i onli got my Social Studies book at home sia.. and its just the workbook.. hmm i wonder wad can i do with it..neh.. see lor if super bored den go jio nelson they all go out relac a while also happy sia.. budden their muay thai is 12 o'clock so until 1.. by the time they reach simei its already.. uh.. 2 + so i shall study now.. muz go ask bunny or ner tay wad homework.. know wad? i feel like skipping sch tml haha.. budden i'm a gd boy so skipping sch is not my type heh. pity bunny la.. she keep tellin me and nelson how bad that situation was.. but all i can do its to tell u that.. the decision is still urs to make.. it might be painful budden aft that u mite gain a bit..now ur just his 2nd girl.. u think its worth it? go get a better guy.. hey bunny i know how it feels budden sometimes u just gotta accept it.. it might just turn out for the better ;) yeah so its like 1113 in the morning.. come online got a "wa lazy bones up so early?" haha.. yeah indeed.. its still early.. so maybe i'll sleep or do work.. lets see.. shall blog later if i got the time..



2:16 AM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Woke up at like 10+ la.. so damn early.. den aft that watch tv eat a bit.. den ate lunch.. tot meeting joel so i bathed lor.. haha funny sia.. den in the end nv meet him.. tot meeting nelson earlier.. budden also didnt meet him earlier.. den slack at hm a bit.. watch the world pool championship.. fun sia.. den tired.. zzz lor.. den woke up le bathed den go bugis meet liz.. far sia.. budden just go lor.. since nelson and jasmine at there watching movie.. den go there le meet her liao slack a bit.. some ppl wanna sit down budden no place to sit.. in the end we bought bubble tea.. wanted to go and buy present for nelson wan.. budden dunno wadda buy so.. treated him dinner lor. den go back bedok play pool haahhahaha!! jasmine dunno how to use rest need ppl to teach sia!! budden everyone got their first time. aft that sent her home.. den go pavilion play snooker.. on the way there mum call and kp lor.. den she kap.. like wth la.. i still dun care.. pavilion no rest sia .. like a few tables steng one rest la.. budget. so then there's my day.. boring uh huh?



4:33 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Today's boring.. i mean fun haha.. early in the morning was suppose to meet charl.. thanks to waan who was freaking late.. we didnt meet her lor.. and that guy also nv tell nelson they all that he not meeting them.. kekeh! den he come my house.. :"Arr... i stomach ache arrrr...." haha den he use toilet.. i watch news seh! haha.. den was messaging liz.. den she say.. taking cab.. budden no cab.. waan say wanna be late.. den late lor.. den liz say muz wait for her sia.. like woot.. haha.. waan use my com sia surf friendster while all of the other peeps were at sch reading books.. haha.. funny sia.. like woot.. haha. den a while later.. liz came.. she dun wanna come in until waan say we going at 8.30 haha like very late la.. almost 2 periods gone la.. den somemore friday.. 1235 release liao. den she finally came in.. den i tired.. on air con.. den sleep haha like happy sia.. budden not really sleep.. she and waan keep disturbing sia.. liz even took all my stuff and threw on the upper deck la.. like.. (-_-''') haha den she like kicking a big fuss sia.. den aiyo.. since she's a girl.. give in to her lor.. haha den we all decided to go sch sia.. like 8.20 likedat.. den go mama shop buy things cuz got jeanie wong's lesson later.. muz buy if not zzz.. reach sch.. den wanna get late slip.. ow sit at the HOD outside table.. wah.. shiong la.. cannot go over la.. reach sch at 8.30 den 3 person late together sia.. budden exciting haha.. in the end nth lor.. aft sch follow joel and nelson.. play snooker in sch den.. joel had to settle some issues with charl.. so acc lor.. haha he use nelson's phone till 1 hr 8 mins.. haha.. confirm bill come ex sia.. like hohoho rite? den while walking home coincidentally saw charl and jasmine at the bus stop den i relac there den took 291 with charl lor.. den reach hm le like boring.. phone no batt sia.!! haha.. as for tml.. maybe i'll go lor.. see if there's anything else for me to do.. so then.. here's my boring + exciting day..



8:29 AM

Friday, July 08, 2005

Sian leh today.. ji tao oral pro liao la.. dunno why i feel likedat leh.. budden i wun like worry bout exams one except for this.. WAH SIAN LA. nvm la.. if this one i dun do well rite.. muz work extra hard for written paper liao.. like freaky sia.. den in class so worried till i ... er.. sleep.. haha.. during the last maths period.. mrs tan go thru the paper.. i ji tao sleep.. sleep le rite.. den not 1 min kena pinch by ner tay.. den fall asleep again seri beat me.. like how torturing la.. den likedat for 15 mins or so.. den muz have lunch den oral liao.. like WOOT!!~ wah chio liao la.. eat also damn scared.. wah budden i think will do ok la. sian p.e fail 2.4.. ow kok meng la.. always make my day.. den everytime see him muz sprint.. sprint till no stamina den walk lor.. fail den fail.. my SBJ even more power.. jump one time pass liao.. haha.. power man. eh i really didnt see you lor.. i saw jieting.. den friend call so i turned ard.. nv see haha.. now my class is the best class la.. everything 5-star wan.. kekeh! haha. damn tired liao.. planned to go play pool with birthday boy nelson.. budden rite.. i very tired so.. some other day lor.. since he 16 he can go anytime already wad.. scared wad.. haha.. aiyo.. very tired liao.. wanna www soon..



11:08 AM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Woo Hoo.! haha.. like fun sia everyday.. like got the happy go lucky spirit.. haha.. shall stay optimistic and happy no matter wad happens.. like extra fun with chilli sauce sia.. got tomato too.. haha.. terribly bored now.. some ppl la.. haha msg me den sleep haha.. ask me relax somemore.. hug bolster sumore ar? can die of cancer sia mother tongue just now.. wanna talk also muz shh... shh.. :"Joel.. turn around." 15 mins later.. "Joel this is ur last chance.." wanna talk to joel also hard sia.. lucky we got crossword puzzle thing sia.. den got some entertainment.. den aft sch.. chiong to lx house sia.. maintain there.. wanted to study.. budden.. err... kekeh! nv lor in the end.. alrite la nice day.. tml mite be shiok mite be sianz.. lets see then........



12:03 AM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Woot.. today's my holiday! haha.. aft my visit to the doc's i went to ah xun's house!! hide and seek was fun esp... at.. err... nvm onli joel and i know kekeh! gonna be 1 week anniversary liao.. haiz.. oh wells.. haha.. stay happy yeah? today really slack sia.. on the way to xun's house in the cab like no one's business sia.. talk so loudly.. den all pure nonsense somemore.. sian sia.. haha reach onli i play LEE CHAO LAN.. he cool bodoh. den aft that.. nelson jeng jeng jeng jie qiang and justin come.. muahaha.. relax bodoh.. den haiz.. i really wished.. haha nvm its wish.. its wad u do during birthday.. haiz.. NELSON.. ITS 2 MORE DAYS!! haha to my death day too.. sian la.. english still can.. mother tongue.. confirm plus gurantee chop.. fail.. kekeh!! so there..



11:53 PM


Last nite.. woo hoo.. play with nelson den whalop him again. 4-1. like thrashing rite? budden onli 1 round i really win.. the others was like.. colours den i start to hot aft being thrashed at the reds.. heh heh.. den aftnoon play with joel that one shiok bodoh.. aft he clear all the reds.. 53-18 or something.. den i nv concede.. den i snook him.. he snook himself den slowly slowly many points.. when he scored the blue.. wah my heart drop.. nvm.. i shoot pink.. placing sui sui for black.. center pot somemore.. budden i wanted to ram it.. it hit the jaw.. den bounce out..!! like WAH LAO!! that time score was 58-47 or something.. den he fouled.. he missed cue.. haha.. den 58-54.. i finally score that bloody black.. i won la.. like wow man.. 61-58.. i know how it feels to have a bloody big lead and den lose. haha other than that.. came home i tot my parents locked me out.. actually its my brother.. like wth man.. nvm la.. today going out again.. shall blog a bit later..



2:22 AM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

just now go orchard fun bodoh.. got spinelli haha.. ice blended mocha power.. haha at least it taste better den iceD mocha.. haha.. went with bunny.. waan.. joel.. nelson.. woo hoo.. intention was to buy snooker attire.. den bought the shirt.. nice sia.. not enough money for pants.. so wad i do? haha.. spend money on SNOOKER!!! wah play and play.. $31.20 fun bodoh.. at first 3 person play sia.. den when joel go cuz he's a probationer.. me and nelson played a game with the minus score.. den aft that play with real score.. den 1st game.. can say its quite obvious i won him.. 2nd and 3rd frame.. he like kental sia.. score very tight.. den i scored blue.. he needed pink and black to win.. den he use rest shoot pink.. chio la.. pink park in front of pocket for me.. of course.. i cleared pink and.. eventually the black.. chio sia.. 2 games same thing.. pink park den got free black.. many many points sia.. come hm dad talked to me bout going out late and studying stuff.. at least now everyday reach hm b4 7pm can liao.. saturday can reach hm later like 9+.. haha..
to that someone. thanks for accepting that apology.. really appreciate that. i know i was overboard. aft that few messages last nite.. you told me.. budden i am telling you.. it'll take time.. maybe lots of time. so there. now quite late liao.. gotta.. ZZZ muahaha... nt really tired yet though..



4:18 PM


i changed the blog becoz i realised that i was a little harsh. yeah guess i'll hav to take it easy. yesterday at least i finally get to tell you how i feel. budden i'll hav to say sorry for that glamour. maybe you were right. i shant type any harsh things already. later going with waan they all to town confirm sianzation wan la.. dont really hav the mood to go town sia.. budden i'd rather go out though. so there. i'll blog again tonight.
To that someone. Sorry.



3:30 AM