John was an amateur snooker player. He dreams big. He has had his big breaks and
his prime time. He has been through the best and possibly the best there was to offer.
One thing he had in his mind was just to keep up with pace to ace till he dies. Its a tragedy
that shortly after he enjoyed the best of reigns, he fell quite badly. Trying to stand up to
compete again, he fell yet again. Then he realized that he got lucky thats all. John is seen as
someone who tries but for nothing.
Therefore, this time I must say, life got the better of John.

2:40 PM

Superstitions aren't meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
You're probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?
Is it over, over?

Are we fading?

I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don't seem to matter
My words don't seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you're running too
But my words don't seem to matter
Id rather have you tested and true

Now you've had your chance
So lets try my way, its my day
To show you what you're missing, turn around
And feel the winds of change upon your face again
The warm breath of your closest friend
I'm waiting, I'm waiting

Are we fading?

I'm scared well fall apart tonight
Under the moonlight
Under the moonlight
I'm scared well never make it right
Under the moonlight
Under the moonlight
Take my hand and hold it tight
Hold it tight.

Hey I've learned it on the guitar. Just playing and I figured everything out. This song is tehseckz0rz! Stayed home today, possibly going out later. My parents are like sending their room for a makeover or something. They went courts and shopped for so many things. Initially I thought the hall TV would come to my room but, it ended up in my brother's. They bought bed, dressing table and I think a new wardrobe. My room has no change. Sucks to be me. Okay, off to do my stuff. Might blog later, might.

Tested and true.

8:41 AM

Just worried sick for nothing. Just had 3 hours 33mins 12 seconds of hardcore conversations with 5,6 others, possibly even 7. From Nel's house to mine, till I bathed, and used the com for 2hrs?
Nothing much to blog about. I shall study before I play tomorrow, I have to do that.

N...eeedddd, heeellppppppppppp. Psychological treatment please!
Ticking by, beating by, dripping by.

4:54 AM

Sorry for not updating the past few days. Didn't have the time to, anyway my week was a routine.
So, School. And school. And no school, then school. Played some random tunes on the guitar and wrote a few songs. *Insert laugh here*
Went to meet Seri for my late lunch because of some miscommunication problems. Nelson and Winner came to meet us after that, talked crap at LJS then went down Safra. Played snooker with Nelson. Then went down to TM to meet Waan and Lx for the surprise birthday party. Mini one. Tiny cake and cake on the face. *Insert laugh here*. Had BK for dinner. That was my day, gonna sleep soon.



So long, so so long. Wondering.

5:21 PM

Yes AH! I KNOW HOW TO FIX THIS THING ALREADY! Apparently blogger and ISP Singnet go some problems. Anyway I manage to figure out a solution so I'll be continuing to update this one. So sucks, therefore I skipped quite a lot of lessons this week. Justin and I was like stunned when we got jacked really bad. We sat behind the class not having the paper. To add on we were like 30mins late. Then the teacher was like do you have this paper? We were like no.

Haven been working on some things the past few nights. Going out to get some things later. I'm really very tired, probably because of the weather. It spells cooling. And I'm damn hungry. So www.michael--sen.blogspot.com would be closed.

Lets see if I can get some photos up, later.



Hours seemed days.

5:44 AM

What happens when your dad likes to compare you with your brother? My dad did that last night. I reached home at 2am from Nelson's place. And my parents were sitting in the hall awaiting my return. I opened the door and the light was on, frankly in my heart I was like oh shit nice 1 mic. And they started lecturing me. Saying how I never spared a thought for them and they reminded me of how lousy I am in my studies. How a person should learn to sleep before its 12am. How a person should wake up and eat 3 meals a day, punctually. Ok, so my lifestyle is like that: Weekdays - wake up bathe, school, eat during breaks which is normally around 12 and dinner. Meaning I only have 2 meals a day. Weekends - Wake up past 1 and eat and have dinner and then supper, which is 1+1+1=3 meals a day. What is the problem? Why do they always have problems with me? My dad said he always thought I was smart but lazy, last night he actually said, "You are nowhere compared to your brother." "You said you can study and your results turned out like this." Seriously theres nothing more hurtful your father can say to you.
So, I'm stupid and what do you want me to do? You both gave birth to me now accept it. A slow start doesn't mean I will fail in life, or does it?

Oh and its the sixth

7:52 AM

Think I might have been stuck to this dead blog template for too long. I've changed most of the stuff around here already. I uploaded a new song-playlist thing. I also managed to code out my histories. Means if you were to scroll to the right downwards you'd probably get to see my histories. They're gold man I tell you.
Too much has happened in the past hour and I don't wanna elaborate. If I do get to go out on sunday I'd probably:
1. Get new slippers(waiting for this for a really long time already)
2. Get my normal facewash cause' its empty again
3. Impromptu

Many a times I feel like I haven't grow up just yet because I can't seem to do the things that deep down in my heart I wanted to do for a long time. GROW UP KID! Alright, so I was at East point again. Lunched with Justin and Seri. Both of them were like of very good help because I can't carry 3 drinks and 3 plate of food. Smart. Nelson called and he said he was at East point alone. How coincidental, so Justin and I went up while Seri went off to meet her boyfriend. Pooled with Nelson and I felt like making the best use of the 2 days before it closed down. I pooled with Justin and he frigging suck. Scratched at least once every round if not 5 or 6 times. While walking back, Justin joked like a retard. His jokes were all mean jokes if you know what I mean. Too much porn is influencing him. Excuse my language. Had dinner and I watched the Benchwarmers on my computer. Its a funny show seriously. Basically that was about my day.

Gonna bathe and if I feel like it, study.


I got what you mean, I really do. 23hours?

4:03 PM

Recall about the last time you had this feeling of wanting to go to school all the time.
About how you feel like going to school just to catch a glimpse and hopefully get a smile in reply. Recall about how you wanted 9pm to fast forward to 7am. How much you wanted to bump into that person. How badly you wanted to cross her path during breaks. How much you wanted to cheat your friends to getting her number. To type a simple "hi" and text over, just to find out that you have no courage to do so. And upon knowing her how badly you wanted to date her but you just couldn't muster that courage. How badly you wanted to show your pros and hide your cons. Remember? Recall when was the last time you had this tingling feeling in your stomach while anticipating a reply. Just holding on to your cell and hopefully she will text you with a simple, "Hi", "Had lunch?" or "What are you doing now?". And the first time you get less than 1cm close to her, how much your heart wanna leap out of your body. The feeling of being so close to her will absolutely overcome all the bads you had that day. The feeling of the first touch and that first special connection. The first meal you bought. The first present you bought. The first wide smile you saw.
The second date that went so well, the world seem to be cheering you on. The massive content in your heart. The feeling of walking side by side with the special person to school. How much that would actually mean to you. And to know that there was a special person who shares that special connection with you. That person whom you knew would be willing to die for you. That person who will do whatever it takes to see you, to feel and hold you again. The feeling and the sense of helplessness when she wasn't around was the worst feeling ever and you feel like just ripping your heart apart, literally. Going to your favorite hangouts to relax and going out with friends of each other. Just getting ready for a date would spin your mind upside down.
It just felt like yesterday.

2:40 PM

A few days ago you asked what reminded me of you here's a list of the most recent.
-Yesterday before I went tp I was at the 15 bus stop. Those 2005 days. Lol.
-Eastpoint arcade - no elaborations needed.
-Century square cinema. Lets catch a movie someday.
-Century square 2nd floor's toilet. Spent more than an hour waiting if I add them up.
-Starbucks.
-Taking cab. Like seriously. We used to take them all the time.
-Milk tea.
-Peach red tea(haha).
-Your perfume in my shelf.
-WAX!
-Everytime when it gets cold I'll think of the black jacket.
-Everyday before I go school, I'll spray that color conditioner thing.
-Shefred.
-Taking bus 3.
-Pasir ris, like everywhere.
-BUGIS! WHERE WE WORKED!
Those were just some of the many these few days.

9:00 AM

Dammit. I failed my BTT. I was pretty dam sure I got at least 41 or 42 questions right. It sucks man. Never mind, I shall wait one more month and probably stop at BTT. Damn those stupid questions. Enough about those crap.
Missed chemistry today because I didn't want to go and waste my 1 1/2 hour. Instead, thanks to Winner I wasted my 1 hour at IBD lecture hall. What the hell, that lecturer was super boring. Talk Emf, current, R1 R2 R3 with me. Decided to copy for Sew because I was falling asleep already. Played pool at TP lounge after that. Paid $1 to play against the guy on the table. 8 ball pool. =D Played 8 games straight. 3rd or 4th game I broke and 1 cued the guy. He was in shocked and tried again. I beat him again. I won the 8th game but they said they wanna go so I asked Wei Yi(I guessed that was his name) to play. Went down to KFC and ate Zinger meal. Seri kept singing "Wo ai de ren, bu shi wo de ai ren". She kept repeating it for like the whole day. Met up with LX and Nel after that. Watched spiderman 3. It is nice but very draggy. 1610 - 1830. Lx and I ran down to take a taxi down to CDC. Was late, took the test and failed. Went down to Nelson's house and Lx opened his newfound-gf-sexylady magazine. Lol. Took a bus home after that just to watch PRISON BREAK. Watching it now though. My mum stuffing me with alot of food. And some herbal drinks that she made. Bet its gonna taste like -_-.
Its alright. Not sure if I am going for accounts tomorrow. We'll see.



It isnt the same without you.

1:57 PM

I am HAPPY! I WANNA SKIP SCHOOL TOMORROW! I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE TALKS ABOUT! CHEMISTRY has no chemistry with me. Thats a pretty sad thing. My brother is a pest. He wakes up at 9 and disturbs me. My lesson's at 1030. I missed those precious minutes of sleep. He sucks. But in the end, we were late for lessons. Lessons were fine. Went down to Eastpoint arcade after that. Heard from Joel that the arcade's closing down on the 6th of May. What a day to close. 6th of May. You know what's that? I do.
Went down to Bugis for tuition. 3 hours straight is no kid. I have to get distinction for those subjects. On the way back, Justin and I joked about "hshiu". Pronounce it and keep your tongue short while pronouncing it, then you will know what we were laughing about. Reached home and ate my dinner. Still pretty damn hungry. I eat like 2 meals a day. Not because I have no money, but because usually I'm too lazy to eat. Someone take a hold on me. Chelsea got kicked out of UCL. Jose deserves it, bullshits too much. It gets you nowhere.
Think I'm gonna do my work and sleep, wake up early tomorrow for the Milan - Man Utd match.



4 days and the 19th day.

11:33 AM

Did alot of mathematics. Kinda' sick of it. Didn't go to school this morning. Stupid sick kid come my room to sleep. Expected me to cook lunch for him. Called Mcdonald's instead.
"Hello"
"Good afternoon thank you for calling mcdonalds may I have your phone number please?"
"*gives number*"
"Oh, Ms Elizabeth is it?"
"Erm, yeah."
-so on...
I was like, oh yeah we called the last time. Like a long time ago. Went down and met up with Nelson. Pooled. He played pretty badly and I pwned him. Pwnz0rz. Dinner and came home. Life sucks pretty much. Spent alot of time doing papers. The 18th day. Tomorrow stay home study? No plans. Ask me out please. Nah just kidding, thou shall see teh mood tomorrow. I am going to watch some TV. Drink myself to sleep. Don't worry I am not addicted to drinking. Won't die of liver failure. Fusili reminds me of back then. Too much things, can't seem to let them go. No one seems to lecture me anymore. Go home. Don't do this. Don't go home late. Faster go home, lah!
Owell. Thank God that asshole is out of my room already. He's going to crash at his girlfriend's place. Time to resume "blackcurrent juice"- style, 5%. No kick. Seriously taste like Fruit tree.

2:28 PM