As 2007 draws to a close, it kinda makes me reflect back on this year. Though this year has been one hell of a year, it has also been one of the most difficult of them all. Certainly it isn't the most beautiful year, simply because its rather empty. Many things which I lost I did manage to get them back, some others which I lost seems to leave a mark or a hole behind. Water can fill the hole but sooner or later the water will just evaporate off and it will still leave a hole there unless it is cemented by something else.

This is gonna be one hell of a blog entry and I do hope its gonna be a private one because there's simply no turning back from now on. It is soon gonna hit a year and yes, I do know its not gonna hit you at all, or maybe, just not as hard as its hitting me. The day you took off, was the day which I realized I have to start thinking and start to realize that it was just all a beautiful dream. Reality is harsh, harsh enough to bring a man down. Recently I start pondering if I should just start all over again, and that brought me obviously to two conclusions : - Go on and live happily ever after, or the other which is it is gonna start all over again and the same thing happens. I mean who knows what is gonna happen in the next year, or the next few years.

This is like another blog entry where I whine a lot about my life. Yes people do question me and give me advices and tell me what to do and what not to do. I know you guys care and want the best for me but some things you just will never understand because you are not me. Simple as that. "Oh come on Mic, move on!", uh yeah in case you didn't notice I've been trying my best for the full year and its like, "hey buy the lottery and win a million dollars tomorrow!" There is this possibility that you might win but there is also that chance where you won't win and in fact, the cruel fact is that you lose what you gave so that some lucky fella get to enjoy the 'winnings'. Some things you just can't predict and yeah, day by day you grow, for some day by day they slip even further. It has been 345 days. Agonizing I tell you, my friend.

6:10 PM

I changed my phone to a v9 yesterday. YESAH! Finally.
I watched National Treasure just now, I'd rate it 4.5/5 simply because it just keeps your eyes glued onto the screen and making you guess what's gonna happen right after that.
Hey school holidays ending! WOO! I am a free person! I'll have more space to move around once people start school! YES!


Sometimes I really wanna know if what I am doing is right. =/

9:42 PM

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU ALL! WOO WOO!
Spent my xmas at Xun's place. Party party party. With the sister and her friends with of course me waan lx nel sh jq jere joanne and Dustingo. =D
Ate xmas stuff. God I miss xmas with xyz =(
Just reached home cabbing down from his house with waan and nel. Nel and I ate mac =D
Walked home. Somehow I love walking home from 201. In the wee hours of course.
TAUPOK! You all wanna see the pictures? =D

Santa does not visit Singapore does he? Seems too hot for him anyway I hope santa sees this.
Santa I've been a good kid all year round. Can I have more wishes this time and all of them to come true, I won't be too selfish. =D

Going out later for gathering at cousin's. Chio bus. But like I said, no one will be more significant than xyz. =D
Lotsa love for this season's holiday!



Please Santa, I wish I could be with xyz. =D
And more........

9:30 PM

Cause I just want you here tonight
Holdin' on to me so tight
What more can I do?
oh baby all I want for christmas is you, oh baby

I don’t want a lot for Christmas
This is all I’m askin for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
Is you, you,
All I want is you
You, you, you, you, you, you, you.....

XMAS IS HERE AGAIN!
ANOTHER REASON TO BE HAPPY AGAIN!
I love Xmas simply because its 'festive joy'. It'd be fun to celebrate with someone special. =D
Guess this year's an exception.

7:22 PM

I had strings of dreams last night, mostly weird ones. First I was hopelessly waiting for a phone call from this lady. 2nd I don't know. 3rd I don't know. I think I had more than that because I woke up on a few occasion. =O


I am sick man, I am sick. I need to get well man! =@

7:08 AM

I'd like a lower back massage NOW! Drive halfway back ache like crazy. =(
Zoooohhmaaigawwd. I need massage! Played soccer for the past 2 days. I feel so sporty, gonna play again tomorrow. I feel so drained out. Could be the stick =/


I wanna fast forward my life again to a) partying
b) still partying.
Partying with friends and not sluts. =D
Licence here I COME BITCH!

Someone wanna ask me out before or after my birthday? Cause' I don't think I'd be free on that day. Hehehe. Wtf am i thinking its DECEMBER!

5:05 PM

I knew I was gonna feel this way some time soon. I knew this would come some day. I knew I could not run from it. I knew that sooner or later it'd happen.
I knew I knew. Upon watching click I knew I was gonna dropped to the bottom which I did. Somehow I wish humans could actually work like computers and get data fully deleted, then again somehow I wish things would be the way it is.

I drove this afternoon around T.P. =OOOOO Not much pretty girls. Maybe in this life there would only be that one. The only one. =/

Please stop asking me stupid questions like, "erm mic do you still........"

Yes, yes, yes.


Sense my sorrow because this is what blogging is about.
=((((((((((((((((((((

4:19 PM

forget her name
forget her face
forget her kiss
her warm embrace
forget the love that went so fast
remember it's all in the past
forget the way she held you tight
remember she's with him tonight
forget the things she used to say
remember she has gone away
forget the love you once knew
remember she's with someone new
forget her when they play your song
remember you cried all night long
forget she said she'll leave you never
remember that she's gone forever
forget the times she walk you by
forget the times she made you cry
forget the times she spoke your name
remember now you're not the same
forget the times you held her hand
forget the sweet things if you can
forget the times and don't pretend
remember now she's just a friend..

7:22 PM

For some reason I just could not view my c-box, or in fact all the other c-boxes from other blogs.
My life really wasted, damn boring. I really want many things before my birthday!
1 thing is teddy's gotta get the f-outta there. He don't fucking belong there! Its suppose to be me. ME MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEME FUCKING ME LAH! Haha. REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY want it to be just meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Ok, this seem more like a girl's post. But heres the guy thing, I wanna get my license before my birthday, and its damn possible because I've been going for lessons frequently and I will continue to do so. I said that I'd fetch you out once I get my license and its pretty damn near. WOO!

SO SANTA! If you're coming anytime soon can you please grant me my wishes?

4:57 AM