So.. yesterday I had fun today I had fun too. Studying has become part of my life. So its, alright. Finally get to see her yesterday, but the joy was short-lived, she was sick again today and will be unfit again tomorrow. Oh wells, people get sick. Haha, never mind at least I knows she cares by telling me not to play a fool with other girls or I'll confirm get it from her. Haha. Don't worry, when have I ever cheated on you, no right? Yes. =) So it was my last P.E. Guess I am going to miss it. Actually it was fun. Exams drawing near, seriously serious in studying, like FINALLY. Duh-huh! It has been so long I feel since I last saw her. But I must maintain. Studied today and will continue to study later. Gosh, will someone please Wake Me Up When September Ends? That'll be tomorrow. Time flies. October is always the time of the year. You get anxious, scared, relieved, and tears. Tears of either joy or sorrow. And then you get anxious again, wondering how will your parents feel. Well I know how that feels. Never mind, first thing after my exams will be a match against Mr Jason Ong's school/class. Looking forward to that. Finally can play a proper 11-a-side match. Alright, gotta get back to studies.

Miss you lots my baby =)

11:47 AM

Today was a great day I'd say. But it wasn't completed because she didn't come again. I miss you! School was boring as usual. After school went to relac. Ate at burger king. Haha. Had to listen to Lin Xun's sister's theory arh. Haha We studied chemistry and had to listen to her life chemistry. Didn't know she had such a tough secondary school life. Ok. I'm so bored now. I want to go and study already.

I love you more and more, just realised that I missed you more and more too.

12:37 PM

Felt rather weird in the morning. Because meeting her before school is like already part of my schooling life. Haha. She was sick. I woke her up at 5.15. I went to bathe straight after that. After I finished bathing, Messaged her, She told me that she wasn't going to school. =( She has sore throat and fever. I guess it was from me.Went to school. Really felt weird. After school went to play leh. Haha. It was fun. You like wrestling? Obviously my bunch of friends like to. Jeng Jeng Jeng VS Nelson and Lin Xun. Who win? Esp when Lin Xun can do the Armbar thing arh. I got the video too. Studied when I reached home. Ok. Feeling damn tired already. I wanna sleep. zZzzzZZzz 14 more days dude. Bear with it.

1:16 PM

Depressed. 对不起， 但是 我爱你。Time and time again I make you angry. I am sorry. I know you were upset that I had to leave. Sorry. Feeling very "not so myself" I cab back home. Sat near my house there and had some quiet time. I don't know why, why am I always making you angry. You know I didn't mean any of that. Everytime I sit alone somewhere, I'll wish that you were there with me. Sorry again to that special someone. You will forever be. I know you got tuition now thats why you did not reply me. Or maybe, you did receive but did not want to reply. I don't know.
I wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away, I wrote your name on my hand but I washed it the next day, I wrote your name on a paper but I accidentally threw it away, I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay.
When you love someone, it's something. When someone loves you, it's another thing. When you love the person who loves you back, it's everything.
You hold a special place In the center of my heart, And my undying prayer Is that we never grow apart.
Sorry again darling. I love you.

11:08 AM

Didn't update the past few days. Can't believe it I was actually studying!
Met baby today as early as 9+. Haha. She was suppose to accompany me to see doctor. In the end there were so many people so we went to S11 to eat. Beef noodles was actually super nice! My sore throat was not getting any better so went Guardian to buy Lozenges. Many sia. Eat till mad! Woo! Went to TM and CS to get photo frames because got many photos to frame Lol! Make over huh? Haha. Nice photos though! Went to collect photos and went home. Haha. At my house trying to get the photos in place was driving us nuts. Finally finished it and went out to CS to take neo-prints. Nice but not as nice as the make over's. Lol. Met up with Nelson and went to cue club play snooker. Went back tamp at 18:20 to eat dinner. By the time we reach the place, 1900 like that. Suppose to be 1845. So many people waiting but I like Haha! Seafood restaurant, THANKS ALOT DAD! Haha. He also knows that I can't take seafood for nuts. My bro and his gf like quiet. Gonna catch a midnight show huh they all. Like fun. Ok arh. Man-utd just lost so I don't feel like typing anymore! HAHA! No, actually my throat still damn pain. Feels like its swollen.

Miss you loads baby. Wanna hug you real tight!

2:59 PM

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything.
Thats one of the most meaningful quotes I've come by in the whole of my life. Every now and then I'll ask myself if I am happy with what I have now. I will always tell myself no. Its just purely because I am not making the best of everything. Carrot, Egg or coffee bean? All three enter into a pot of boiling water. The carrot was hard but will turn soft. Egg, the inside was soft and watery but upon heating it will turn hard. Coffee bean, Upon heating it will let off a sense of aroma. Think about it. In life, are you, like the carrot, when trouble comes (eg. break-ups, rejection or even trials), before that you look real strong but you'll turn soft and weak. Or like the egg that starts with a malleable heart, butchanges with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, butafter a death, a break-up, a financial hardship orsome other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?
Or are you like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance thatbrings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavour. If you are like the bean,when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. Think about it. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.
Today was really fun. Mathematics lesson crap till crazy =) You want wanton, qing cai or duck rice? Haha. Other than that I don't really have anything to update about. Alright I must go and collect Photos for Lizzie darling =) and buy Oxy. Lol. Try it out because Acny problems really sucks. Haha! Maybe I'll update tonight or something. In the mean time, Somebody gonna get a hug real bad! Haha. Nice try arh Mic.!

8:58 AM

Rather normal day. Nothing really much to blog about. I sort of sprained my middle finger. Lessons were, boring. Physics did some prank letter thing. Haha. Nothing really much to blog about. Met her after school. Bought her skirts. Sent her home. I went home. Sick again. zzz. Mum bought Chicken Spaghetti. Yummy. Must eat it again.

12:37 PM

I just woke up. I don't know why but I miss her so much. =) Maybe because of a dream and everything else. Just a short post would do. I am going out soon. Everytime I'd ponder on things. Afraid of this and afraid of that. Every now and then I do get the assurance. So I'll stop. Each time I feel that way I'd pick up the letters you gave me. Because every single time you end off, you'd end of with the words I want to see. You're everything to me. I know I'd piss you off every now and then, but when we make up, it'll all be good again.
I Love You.

10:31 PM

So tired. Great day though. As usual. Had New York pizza for dinner. It was delicious! Yum yum. Uncle Christmas, I wish I had an ATM card with a fatter account. My account like me, too skinny. (yeah i know people will go like: nice try ar.) LOL. Nice try, but really skinny account.
Update on yesterday. Nothing really happened. School was damn boring. Especially POA. BTH! HA! She went for her gym, I went to meet nelson. After that go back Tampines meet her. Thats about it.
Gosh, I am officially sick again. Couldn't stop coughing in the bus. Now even poor Lizzie darling kena. Wah. Haha. Alright I am gonna bathe and turn in. Tomorrow gonna go church and after that meet Waan. zzzzzz LOL! Some people don't know how to trade in phone or something like that.

2:44 PM

Thursday. The day where I will look forward to all week. Because finally after 3 weeks, we had P.E. Thats fun. I thought we were going to play soccer, but we played the floorball thing. Didn't really played. Sat down talk to Waan. Feeling quite tired now because I watched the Man Utd and Ville match. Gosh.
Today, we had no English lesson. =) thumbs up for that. Tomorrow we're going to have 3 English periods straight. Thats a cool 105 minutes of pure Mrs Ranjit. After school had a terrible headache. Don't really want to elaborate much. Went to Elias mall for dinner. Thats about it. Gotta do my Mathematics now. Goodbye fellas'.

11:40 AM

Today was rather slack. First few periods was kind of boring. Started off with English. Mrs Ranjit Singh! Goodness gracious. Haha. So bored. Then after that was I think was Physics? History after that. Goodness. Irene Wong totally screwed herself. She was like: "Oh, Its not Pipov, its Pirov." Actually the train stopped at Pskov. You still told us if you're not confident don't write down the actual details. So much for a History teacher huh?
After school. Outside HOD room. Don't want to mention much. Mrs Ranjit was super nice. I mean Really Nice. Haha. Went to Mcdonalds for lunch. Haha I felt like a dustbin! I ate almost everything on the table. 1 McChicken, Large fries, with more fries, 1 Ice Milo, Half a cup of Sprite, and Oreo Mcflurry. Woo! So proud of myself. Anyway gotta study now already. zZzzZZzZZzzZzZzZzZzZzZz

11:48 AM

Nothing much happened today. Vp came up, lectured. Many teachers never come up for lesson. After school went S11 to eat. She had "heart" pain, so I sent her home. I do that all the time though =) Came home bathed and did my History. Do a bit only. I had tuition! WOW! I can finally do variations! It feels great. Ok, so their good tuitors. Haha. Alright feeling bored now. Good bye. I just read my previous blog. Geez. Thank God all that changed. Haha. I am happily married now!

1:11 PM

School was as usual. BORING Haha. The assembly was a talk. The real deal was after assembly. Mdm Cheng best. Talk, lectured, scolded, I think she almost cried. Ok so what if the whole level did not do well in the prelims. So what if we sleep. I guess all you care about is results results and more results. You're right, we're getting 4s and 5s. Thats not good. At least show some concern. Or are you seriously just concern about your "face". Between your fellow principal colleagues? Man you suck. Big time.
After school met up with Lizzie darling. At canteen the face so fierce. When walking I tried to cheer her up. I didn't know I got to stay back. Yup, I didn't tell her and it was my fault. At the mama store there I sort of let my emotions got the better of me and shouted at her. Not because she was wrong or whatsoever, not because I was angry with her. I was angry with myself for not cheering her up. When we board the bus I think I succeeded I made her smile =) Nice try huh put your bag on the seat beside you. I took up your bag and passed it back to you =) Things are fine now. Going to bathe and do History. Gosh played snooker in school today. Boy I suck now. Really bad. Oh gosh must sign my report book too. Somebody SAVE ME!

11:33 AM

Yesterday best. I love the cab driver. I took a cab down from Bugis. The cab driver went by ECP. At the ECP he was driving at 80kmh +- Haha. At Tanah Merah there can either go straight to Tampines or turn right and go down by Simei. When he was about to turn right, I said "Uncle can go straight?" He said: "Turn right here, go down by Simei and then turn right. Street 21 right?" I said: "Yeah, street 21." Oh man. He was the first cab driver that told me what to do! Haha!
Today woke up at 7.50 nice. Haha. Just now from 3.30 slept all the way. It was so nice! Tomorrow got school again. Time to study again. And Gena's gonna give me tuition. Right lets see how does an 18 year old take care of a 16 year old's education. I mean mathematics. LOL!

1:34 PM

Is it out of respect? How does it feel to get hit on the head by your brother. Seriously how the hell do I know. You like to set the router. You want me to go online then I can be online. Say if I study then You set it. Set already, suddenly I chatting halfway disconnected. So what's my first impression, of course its you you bloody dumbass. And its damn irritating to be disconnected and then connected again. And it seriously sucks to no connect at the best time ( 6pm- 12am ) What the hell. You think you can configure the router big deal? I tell you I can do something greater, something that comes without knowledge. I just off that switch. Basket charge to my room like no one's business. Smack me on the head some more. Well done bitch. Next time you want favours from me I'd tell you in the face to f*ck off. I don't remember asking you for any favours. You think an "I am sorry" message would change things. The more I think about it the more I think I shouldn't be wasting my time thinking. Think about it, bitch.

3:38 PM

sorry but i am feeling depressed. i dont know how many times have i done this. everytime when i give her the hope, i would somehow disappoint her. i think in relationships i am a blardy big loser. i dont know why but somehow i feel that way. i know it means alot to you. i know it. i really know it. but why must it always turn out in the way that i dont want it to. people look at me as if i am a very happy go lucky person. deep down inside within me do i? i dont even think so. i am an idiot. seriously. disappointed many people already. seems like the more things i do the greater disappointment i am. somebody please tell me why.

6:14 AM

I finally get the chance to go online. Was trying my best to go online. Yesterday met up with nelson and waan. I cut hair. Haha. After that we relax a while and Nelson and I went to play snooker. Ok the purpose of blogging so early is just to let her know that she is on my mind now. Haha.
I'll be loving you every second and missing you too. =) I wanted to go online so badly man. Never mind, we should all sleep now. Actually I can't sleep. Haha

4:28 PM

So damn long never post. Very little things happened though, firstly I had examinations. Kind of alright. Mother tongue guess I am gonna score really high! Yay! Combined Humanities, Social studies was fine. Think I can do very well in the Source based questions even though it was on the Korean War. Irene Wong says its not going to come out and it did. Like congratulations man. Thank you. Structured essays, Did 2, first one I don't know. So I don't think its going to be a big problem though. This few days studied alot. Now must spend my holidays wisely. Must go out relax more often and of course study too. Yesterday played snooker. Like I think we both improved alot already. Think I can do a damn disgusting back spin. LOL! Yesterday I had a shot which I really screwed back alot. I am proud of myself. Its not abit, its really ALOT! Haha. Alright, later still must go school but! I can finally meet minnie mouse. Lol. No more bad dreams!!

11:58 PM

Woke up at 7 today. Went church. After church went with Gena(da sao arh!) and Bro to the Suntec expedition. Many people. Had KFC for lunch anyway. Walked around. Gena was telling me about her, I don't know, christian life? Though she's not a christian. Laughs out loud. Today was very boring why? Because I didn't get to meet people. Anyway after that followed my Brother and sent Da sao home. On the way there we talk lots of crap. Really PURE crap. Like, Manure. Laughs out loud. WOO I received a message. Oh wells. Gotta study. Tomorrow's Chinese. Dear Lord, Bless me with good results. I promise I'll be a real good boy. Bless my English, Chinese, Mathematics, Accounts, History, Social Studies, Physics, Chemistry and whatever that's left. Amen. Laugh out loud!! HAHAHA. Off to bed. To study of course!

12:11 PM

Great day! Haha. Watched Perfect Catch. I rate 8/10. Maybe I am generous. I don't know anything about baseball so its a good score already. =) Had Chicken chop with rice for dinner. Yum Yum. Went to Shop and Save for a little shopping. She bought me and Adidas shirt =) Woo. Cloud nine. Went home after that. Hey don't bother about what my mum says. She says I am henpecked! Whatever! Haha. Kinda enjoyable day though. Tomorrow must start studying after I come home. Bored. Think I should stop blogging and bathe. After that I shall operate snooze mode. =) Love my minnie mouse like crazy. Lol. Nights everyone!

3:27 PM

Shall start the blog with sorry. Sorry my dear. I didn't tell you that there weren't listening comprehension. I really feel bad for putting my friends first. Never mind. At least things are okay, we're back together. Lesson's suck. Report book sucks big time. Must study already. Went to play pool after school. Didn't play well because there are some problems deep down in my heart. Solved already. =) Met up with her after her gym. Will not be active online-er this few days. Internet connection got problem. Stop here. Bye
I love you. =) Nothing will change.

12:55 PM

Early morning at 9 plus heard my parents kept knocking. Damn irritating, but I was lazy to open the door though. I think the want me to clean my room. Never mind. Yesterday was kind of nonsense. The whole concert was OFF! Way off my Pasirian "organizer". Lunch was fine just that there were a few "performance" by Jas and Nel. Haha. Never mind I shall not elaborate on that. Went home after that. Suppose to mark her mathematics. Haha forgot about that. I am so freaking bored right now and I know I must study today no matter how lazy I am because the real stuff is in 5 days time. Kinda' excited but in some way nervous too. Study boy. Prove to your freaking parents that you can actually study, ever since, Primary 5? Never mind. But you can study.

As for you who has been reading my blog and fu*king commenting that I was trying to lie to you and whatsoever. I really HAVE a girlfriend. You're leeching on to me. I hope that message yesterday was the last one. Not happy or something? I am going to upload a photo right here.
As for people who care and cheered me up, big THANKS! =) Alright I am going to STUDY!

2:27 AM