Friday, April 20, 2007
Read through my posts last time, it was me who comforted a best friend, seems like its the other way round now. I need my own thinking space. I need what I need. I think I know what I need, I need that special thing. Alright enough of my needs. Chemistry was a pain. Why do I always think I know this I know that but fact is, I don't know anything at all.
If I had a chance, I wanna vanish from this world. I don't know what I am living for. I thought I was living for everything but I thought wrong. What big of a difference these 110 days had made. 110 days ago I had everything, 110 days later I am crawling again. I still can't let go of those memories.
Counting my days to my comeback.
Don't ask me what, I will count myself.
Bye off to drown myself in vodka.