Recall about the last time you had this feeling of wanting to go to school all the time.
About how you feel like going to school just to catch a glimpse and hopefully get a smile in reply. Recall about how you wanted 9pm to fast forward to 7am. How much you wanted to bump into that person. How badly you wanted to cross her path during breaks. How much you wanted to cheat your friends to getting her number. To type a simple "hi" and text over, just to find out that you have no courage to do so. And upon knowing her how badly you wanted to date her but you just couldn't muster that courage. How badly you wanted to show your pros and hide your cons. Remember? Recall when was the last time you had this tingling feeling in your stomach while anticipating a reply. Just holding on to your cell and hopefully she will text you with a simple, "Hi", "Had lunch?" or "What are you doing now?". And the first time you get less than 1cm close to her, how much your heart wanna leap out of your body. The feeling of being so close to her will absolutely overcome all the bads you had that day. The feeling of the first touch and that first special connection. The first meal you bought. The first present you bought. The first wide smile you saw.
The second date that went so well, the world seem to be cheering you on. The massive content in your heart. The feeling of walking side by side with the special person to school. How much that would actually mean to you. And to know that there was a special person who shares that special connection with you. That person whom you knew would be willing to die for you. That person who will do whatever it takes to see you, to feel and hold you again. The feeling and the sense of helplessness when she wasn't around was the worst feeling ever and you feel like just ripping your heart apart, literally. Going to your favorite hangouts to relax and going out with friends of each other. Just getting ready for a date would spin your mind upside down.
It just felt like yesterday.

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