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Sunday, December 30, 2007

As 2007 draws to a close, it kinda makes me reflect back on this year. Though this year has been one hell of a year, it has also been one of the most difficult of them all. Certainly it isn't the most beautiful year, simply because its rather empty. Many things which I lost I did manage to get them back, some others which I lost seems to leave a mark or a hole behind. Water can fill the hole but sooner or later the water will just evaporate off and it will still leave a hole there unless it is cemented by something else.

This is gonna be one hell of a blog entry and I do hope its gonna be a private one because there's simply no turning back from now on. It is soon gonna hit a year and yes, I do know its not gonna hit you at all, or maybe, just not as hard as its hitting me. The day you took off, was the day which I realized I have to start thinking and start to realize that it was just all a beautiful dream. Reality is harsh, harsh enough to bring a man down. Recently I start pondering if I should just start all over again, and that brought me obviously to two conclusions : - Go on and live happily ever after, or the other which is it is gonna start all over again and the same thing happens. I mean who knows what is gonna happen in the next year, or the next few years.

This is like another blog entry where I whine a lot about my life. Yes people do question me and give me advices and tell me what to do and what not to do. I know you guys care and want the best for me but some things you just will never understand because you are not me. Simple as that. "Oh come on Mic, move on!", uh yeah in case you didn't notice I've been trying my best for the full year and its like, "hey buy the lottery and win a million dollars tomorrow!" There is this possibility that you might win but there is also that chance where you won't win and in fact, the cruel fact is that you lose what you gave so that some lucky fella get to enjoy the 'winnings'. Some things you just can't predict and yeah, day by day you grow, for some day by day they slip even further. It has been 345 days. Agonizing I tell you, my friend.



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