Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Seri, heres why I was depressed the past few days.
A part of me, or perhaps a big part of me can't seem to let go.
Looking at the date today, I realized it has already been 548 days darling and I have to admit it has been really really difficult for me. I told myself over and over again to start anew start afresh but frankly after lying to myself for that period of time, trying whatever I can to forget I can't seem to. I really surrender, so from tomorrow onwards you'll be on my finger. I don't know how long is this going to last but I do actually realize you're still the one I truly gave my heart to. But I do know everything is still possible. I believe. Its a good thing that I still have the memories, well cherished.
=) And no, I can't help but to be really sad over the fact that my perfectly mine left.
I do know the consequences of posting this here. I am choosing to actually say it out.
1224am 18/6/08