The first time.
The time when I was a dick.
The time when I had to smile cause I knew it was gonna work.
The time when I saw my first set back.
The time when I knew I was in deep shit.
The time when I knew I was falling in this deep mess but couldn't do a thing.
The time when I decided to comfort and go.
The second time.
For the time I turned back.
The time when I was confused.
The time when I spoke.
The time when I said it.
The time when I knew it all.
The time I couldn't sleep cause' I knew it was coming.
The time when I had to control myself.
The time when I told myself to keep my own promises.
The time when I had to give it all up again.
The time I knew I made a mistake yet I didn't want to amend.
The times when I really wanted to run away from it all.
The third time.
I saw.
I felt. I could say how I really felt.
How I could relate things so easily.
How much I yearn to do stuff and how difficult it was.
The first hug as a confirmation. The words you said.

I didn't really want to type these out. But heck yeah.
And supper was a little too much for me to handle. Noodles plus rojak.
It rained. Rained damn heavily. I didn't close my window before I went out.
My bed's a little wet. Sigh.
Let me brainstorm on somethings now. Kthxbye.
Why so sad siol? =/

I'm coughing like a crazyfcuk.

1:51 AM